excerpts from I don’t know what people do in their houses
i stopped hanging out with you
and went home early tonight
i needed to lay in bed for hours
while watching gilmore girls
it is important that i do this
~
it is 5:00am
i am on the way home
ive spotted a man bicycling
he’s wearing a light up christmas
wreath on his head as a helmet
‘Island In The Sun’ by Weezer
~
I accidentally left ‘california girls’
by katy perry and snoop dog on.
it is playing very loudly.
i am climbing through this 2nd story bathroom
window.
it is very likely
that i will fall off of this ledge tonight and die
please play ‘california girls’ at my funeral
~
i am dying somewhere
and my blood is everywhere
please bring me pancakes
my blood is maple syrup
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there might be a storm outside
at first i thought the sounds were
coming from my neighbors
probably is a storm
i know this because it is raining quite hard
and it is thundering i think
in the morning 6 years ago
i went to their yard
i saw a coyote there
i got scared and ran away from it
later i went back out
the coyote had turned into a thing in the grass
moving closer i noticed
the thing wasn’t a thing
it was a cat
and it was dead
my mom gave me a ride to school